How would I describe myself after my sister’s death? Fucked up!(Please excuse my language) In denial. Mad. But somewhat understand. I can break down crying right in front of you and you wouldn’t even know. I feel like I’ve got to ignore it so I won’t feel that pain. I try to control my sadness because of the pain that comes with it. I realized I tried to control my mom’s sadness because of how bad it feels to see her hurting. I’ve always been like that though. I remember being a little girl and trying to protect her and comfort her as a little girl. Of course this situation is much worse. I came to the conclusion that I can’t control her sadness and it’s ok to cry. Though, I still try to ignore my pain and not cry unless I’m alone, I’m ok when my mom cries. I’m just so sorry to my parents that they are going through this.

So I decided to make a lipgloss line in honor of my baby sister, Lauryn, who passed away July 2, 2019. She loved lipgloss so much so it was only right. This documentary shows the behind the scenes of EVERYTHING. Well not everything because I’m literally doing everything by myself; design, labels, promo, designing promo, filling lipgloss tubes … the list goes on. So it’s hard to show everything because I am also vlogging and editing by myself.

We’ve been kind of nervous about this day because Lauryn had so many plans for this day and this is the first birthday without her. We are going to make the best of it. I’ve attached an intro video of the documentary. Documentary will be out soon. Thank you! Share, like and subscribe.

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https://www.devynaporter.com/loving-lauryn-lipgloss

FYI: Order page is not a full store. It’s a blog page selling product!